Charlie-Micheal Anthony Major

2008 - 2008
LocationBradford
Age0
Cause of DeathMiscarriage
Date of Birth07/08/2008
Date of Death07/08/2008
Visitors712 since 16/10/2008
Creator

Baby when i found out i was expecting you i was unprepared scared and i felt alone.
i knew it was gunna be me and you against this world.
as time went by i was getting use to the idea i was going to be your mummy.
But you was taken from me at just 10 week.
i still havent come to terms with loosing you.
evry day that goes by your in my head.
i think of you each second.
in the morning when i get up and evry night before i go to bed.
i know your looking down on me and helping me through evrything.
ill never forget you.
but im slowly understanding.
you gave me a second chance to sort my head out,
i may only be young myself but little darling i would have given you the best out of life.
i just hope your happy on the other side and grow up to be the person i thought you would be.


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hey my little boy

how are you
just been speakin to daddy this morn
were sorta getin on.
i love yuu my prince your always in my heart.
its a snow day today so ive got the day off from college.
its cold so i hope your curled up next to the fire in your baby bouncer, itl be xmas soon too :)
hope youve been a good little boy so santa claus can bring all the presents for you, because he only comes to good boys and girls.
im gunna go get some dinner baby..love you my little boy your always in my heart
mummy
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Mummy Stillings (Mummy) December 4, 2008

hello my little angel

just spoke to your cusian nettie on the computer, she was asking how me and daddy broke up i didnt tell her about you because its up to him to tell evryone my darling, im talking to uncle tim aswel he sends his love...been spending a lot of time with him just lately hes a good freind :)....im going to the pod monday so i speak to you again hope your with me i love you...oh i might be going clubbing saturday fingers crossed with a few freinds hopefully if my emas come through anyway....just had a bath to relax me...its soon gunna be auntie emma and uncle pauls birthdays...havent got them a present though but grandads going to get 1 and il just share because mummy hasnt got much money at the moment :( i hope your alright baby i love you more then the sun the moon and the earth put into 1 and we will be a family again one day maybe with daddy and maybe with just some sisters and brothers i love you my son
forever and always
love
mummmy
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Mummy Stillings (Mummy) November 27, 2008

Have A Good Weekend Everyone

This Tribute Is For Friday Got Busy Day Tomorrow


Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
... I'm there inside your heart

I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets, too
... I'm with you every night

I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
... I'll still be there for you

And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
... Forever


If Roses grow in Heaven,
Lord please pick a bunch for me
Place them in my Loved One’s arms
And tell them they're from me

Tell them I love and miss them
And when they turns to smile
Place a kiss upon their cheeks
And hold them for awhile

Because remembering them is easy,
I do it every day
But there's an ache within my heart
Because I am missing them today...



Although death has separated us physically,
Faith and love have bound us eternally.
Though we cannot see you,
We know you are here.

Though we cannot touch you,
We feel the warmth of your smile,
As we begin a new chapter in our lives.
Today we pause to reflect upon

Those who have shaped our character,
Molded our spirits and touched our hearts.
May the lighting of this tribute be a
Reminder of the memories we have shared,

A representation of the everlasting
Impact you have made upon our lives.

Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
Thursday
For Friday

Marie-Angela Rowe November 27, 2008

hello darling

last night i went to a youth club called the pod with auntie laura i mt up with auntie jade and uncle carl i met a few new people too.
on mondays its useually about god and well after you was taken from me you know that i stopped beliving in him and began to feel anger, well auntie laura and 2 leaders prayed for you tracy who is a person who speaks in toungues said a prayer and touched my shoulder auntie laura held my hand and val an elderly lady said a prayer...i started crying thats never happend in public before and especilly after the accident but not only that i actully felt god around me for the 1st time im begging to forgive and forget but its so difficult i just want my questions answered like why? what for? i would have made a great mum and yet you was taken!!!
i love you my son and so does daddy take care
mummy
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Mummy Stillings (Mummy) November 25, 2008

hello baby

How are you,
Its getting cold now hope your tucked up in your scarf and gloves and your big coat dont want you getting ill.
i've got my computer back finlly after your uncle stephen was working on it.
i love you baby, i wont ever forget you and i cant wait to wrap you in my arms and give you the love you was meant to have.
its nearly christmas now hope youve been a good little soldier so santa claus can bring you the presents.
hope your well looked after up there with nana and grandma stillings && smith and both auntie stillings and baby smith.
hope your looking after your daddy too son because he needs it after been at work and uni and all the rest of it and especilly now he knows wha happend during the accident.
i love you with all my heart
mum
xx

Mummy Stillings (Mummy) November 23, 2008

Helo my little darling son

Hows things i went to see daddy wensday i told him that wed lost u and how he showed no feelings as u probebly know by looking down baby i mis u so much i wish u was here its so dificult i wish i could watch u sleep i hope ur happy and know that i miss u each and evry day i love u darling x x

Mummy Stillings (Mummy) November 17, 2008

Hey babe

sorry i havent been or for a while had to sort college and evrything else how are you, your daddy wants me back but am so confused what do i do? What you upto baby boy am just doing my hair y'no what im like i hope youll guide me again evrythings happening because of you and im gunna tell him that we lost you asap your 2 cusians ave chicken pocks :( hope your well and i love you dont forget it x x x

Mummy Stillings (Mummy) November 11, 2008

I love you baby

How are you darling,
Me and grandad went to greece for the week and got back sunday at 7am i was so tired and then i was ill again dunno what happend hope your well and safe 6 month tomorow :-( love you babe x x

Mummy Stillings (Mummy) November 5, 2008

charlie baby

hey baby boy...mummy again

im just listening to my mp3 player.
just found out a few week back a freind
of the family is having another baby hope
youll guide it through them 9 month.

another 14 days and you would have made it
to 6 month.

cant believe so much time has passed its gunna be hard for me this xmas but even harder next knowing it would have been the first xmas we would have spent together little baby.

still porley got a splitting headache but ive managed to eat a little im off on holiday with grandad stillings in 2 days time.

of course youd know that if you was looking down wouldnt you,
well my son im gunna go baby boy il speak to you soon before i go on holiday and if i dont i promise il tell you all about it when i get back

lots of hugs and kisses

mummy
xx

Mummy Stillings (Mummy) October 23, 2008

hey beautiful

its just mummy.

how you doing in that big beautiful world?
hope you have got some freinds up there.

hows your dad doing, i hope your looking down on him and helping him through whatever hes chosen.

we both love you darling you know a parents love is unconditional.

i look into the night sky evry night freezing my ass off on that rooftop hoping your seeing what im seeing.

im really porley at the moment ive got food poison im getting better though and im smiling through it all champ :).

i know you dont want mummy upset so im staying strong for the both of us except sometimes i get angry at the slightest thing.

i hope your happy, lots of hugs and kisses to my special little man

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Mummy Stillings (Mummy) October 22, 2008
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